its been a while since my last post so i guess you people are shocked to know that i' still alive. Well here i am, don't be too shocked though lol I've just been busy with school so i haven't really had much time to put my artwork up but dont worry you will all get it soon enough. . .the art i mean

I painted a picture, of a day gone past
An ancient scripture, a house of glass
People looking through the window
Never knowing what they'd find
When they couldn't see me
I locked the door, left them behind
The sky will tell me... I'm not the only one
And the sky will tell me... I must believe the sun

I shut my eyes, to not go blind
Things I can't see, I see in my mind
Oh now the passing clouds of rain
Have surely passed us by
Poor is the man
That believes his own lie

And the sky will tell me
I'm not the only one
And the sky will tell me
I must believe the sun
And the sky will tell me
Long may you run
And the sky will tell me
I must believe the sun
(Yeah)

If I was wrong
Judge me by name
I simplify
One and the same

And the sky will tell me
(and the sky will tell me)
I'm not the only one
(I'm not the only one)
And the sky will tell me
(and the sky will tell me)
I must believe the sun
(I must believe the sun)
And the sky will tell me
(and the sky will tell me)
Long may you run
(long may you run)
And the sky will tell me
(and the sky will tell me)
I must believe... (I must believe) the sun
(Yeah)

I’ve got another confession to make
I’m your fool
Everyone’s got their chains to break
Holdin’ you

Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn’t have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can’t choose
I swear I’ll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...

Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh...

Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I’ve got another confession my friend
I’m no fool
I’m getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new

Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I’ll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...

ever feel you're not wanted by the one person that means everything to you....i crashed and burned....i flew by and you shot me down....answer not to my questions....you're not listnening ..you forget where the heart is... i wonder what the point is of going...i cant seem to find one..its okay to be angry..its okay to be lonely...but when you're lonely and no one is around know that i wont ever let you fall and i will always be 2 steps behind you watching over you and keeping you safe... no matter how you do me wrong or what you may say


~*for my one and only, my soul, my wife*~

ever thought you found yourself just to discover that you indeed have. but in a rut...not at all in the place you once thought you have....sadly that is the story of my life, never ending disappointment,anger and let downs...wish me luck with the rest of my ever so "sad" life...regardless of what people take my actions for i could care less if it bothers them or not...im a selfish person and i do what i do for me, not once have i helped a person out or even bothered to ask them how they felt...why?
because im a selfish Rat....